So I don’t normally post on here but, it seems like everyone around me has had it so easy. They get married or just decide to start trying and boom pregnant, I have been trying on and off to fall pregnant for the past 7 years. Only to be told last month one of the medications I have been on for the past 10 years affects fertility! Now I’m in the mindset of if it was just the tablets then amazing I might fall pregnant soon but on the other hand what if it wasn’t the tablets. I’m about to hit 40 this year and time really is running out. I’m at a loss of what to think or feel.

We haven’t gone to any specialists as every time we went to book something awful happened. Such as my sudden deaths of my parents and my husband’s grandmother and mother. I am now going to a clinic but I’m not sure if it’s worth it. I’m rambling now! Does anyone think it’s time to just throw in the towel or should we keep heading towards the dream of us having a family? Just need some advice on what others have been through, I don’t normally feel sorry for myself but it’s been one of those days!