Thought this was my month :/ need help

Stephanie

Had early period end of November but bled longer than normal like still spotting at 13 days normally I bleed for 5 days (light, heavy heavy med then light) didn’t track ovulation in Dec because I was so busy with youngest bday and Christmas was supposed to start on the 28th by my app and nothing I took 3 test before period prediction all with faint faint lines (first response) then two more target brand blue line test both faint 4 days after missed period yesterday was 8 days late had two more very faint but def there blue line tests so I went for a qualitative (not quantitative) blood test which said negative for hcg in blood….. now idk what to think I’m 36 I had a 2nd trimester loss in May of 2023 at 15 weeks which was devastating that I’m still not over and I so badly want another baby….

If you were in my shoes what would you do? Normally I know what to do and I have all the answers but right now I’m just at a loss and I’m too tired and just beaten down to figure it out on my own and I never ask for help.