Found out I was pregnant Dec 15. I was super excited about Blip (my fetus nickname). January 4th I started bleeding and cramping and two days later Blip painfully departed. All before I could get my first ultrasound 😞 I should be 8 weeks today. I feel numb. Everyone keeps telling me I’m going to be ok but I’m not. I’m disappointed and heartbroken. But I guess that’s part of the process.