No sex with my boyfriend?
I haven’t been having sex with my boyfriend for awhile now maybe a year I just don’t feel like it I’ve had trauma in the past being raped but I just feel like he’s always coming on to me too strong, even when I’m not in the mood he’s trying to put it on me and it doesn’t feel sensual romantic.
 I’m worried he might leave me I do you want to have sex but I’m not sure what’s going on. Are use my vibrator bet it’s not essential it’s just when I have anxiety.
I also found in his Google search about leaving his girlfriend if his sex life is an active. I do give him for playing now and again, but I’m not sure what to do and I also find sex often painful.
He also refuses to use a condom, and that gives me anxiety. I am not on any contraception.
 Please give me tips. This is my boyfriend on for years now, and once I was very sexually active with him.
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His other search was also a bit strange as I always give him bj even when we were sexually active
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