In week 32. I think I just realized my nightly hip pain is from them opening up and those hormones to help things relax etc. but I’ve been tossing and turning and now my hip discomfort is carrying into day time. Similarly, I’m getting increasingly annoyed with Gestational Diabetes (diet, monitoring, etc,) and I haven’t even started the weekly NSTs.

I’m thinking of going for the first available C-section date that’s offered (as my prior was a C-section) but I’m a little nervous with the other three kids at home and my narcotics nausea. But I’m super excited to almost be done with my last treasured prize! He’ll be here shortly and I’m super happy.

I’m also a bit sad and emo as my mom passed away before Xmas and she was there for my last C-section. I know she’ll be there protecting us in spirit. People also keep warning me that crying and being sad or holding it in isn’t good for the baby? I think we’ll be good. Trying to stay positive. Pray for us!