I know that this isn’t anyone business, I just need to rant. My husband and I had everything worked out or so we thought anyways. We had a situation that were aware of that needed to be taken care of we just needed to get through next month after that we would be good. However, the situation came a lot sooner than we intended. I don’t know why since we honestly shouldn’t be trying for a third just yet but I feel saddened that our trying conceive is being put on paused for the time being. I know that coming to this conclusion is what is for the best. However, not having another baby soonish still hurts. I can’t talk to my husband about how I feel because he is already beating himself up over the situation and I don’t want to burden him even more nor make him feel worse. Hopefully in later part of this year or in 2025 weeks can try for a third. Ttc