How can it be that even in a relationship I feel more alone than ever. I go to bed by myself because he plays all night with his friends. If hes off from work its the same thing all day. For us to spend time I have to ask. House wise i am responsible for everything. 9/10 times I am alone and I hate it here but I can’t see me deserving anything different. What is this new generation of men almost i their 30s. I moved to the other side of the country and I am alone and the only thing I wish i had is someone to talk to.