Okay ladies hear me out.

So my boyfriend and I broke up like 4 months ago for like 5 days. He came running back asking for me to take him back. I did and it was great I mean we have our arguments but it’s normal since we are pushing through that argument phase. Now! Just tonight he brought up having a three some. I told him in the past the only way for a three sum is if it’s with another guy. And he was like nope nope not happening. But today he tells me he would be down to have one and that he thinks it would be hot. We proceed to fantasize together and practically planning this three some. Now this is where it gets interesting. We start asking each other questions and he admits to me he’s sucked dick as well as he’s gotten fucked in the ass. I asked him when the last time he did that was and he admitted when it was when we broke up. And that threw me off! I shut down almost because like we were broke up for like 5 days and he went and fucked a guy and kept it a secret from me for this long. Like don’t get me wrong that’s like kinda hot. But it’s the fact he swore up and down he’s never been with a guy and so on you know. Like I feel so confused as to how to feel. Like we were very broken up but like what the fuck. He said he doesn’t have emotional feelings toward men he just likes the thought and feelings of having sex with a man. I don’t know if I should feel betrayed since he lied and kept that huge of a secret from me or if I should just take this as an opportunity to get some more action. I love sex like so much. And my body count is only 3 so like this would be great for me! Idk how to feel aghhhhhh