9dpo, after 5 years i got what is very likely a faint positive

However, i was like i got to double check. So i test again like 5 min later. Negative as Negative can be. Since its been 5 years and i really want this, (and have a million cheapies) i test again an hour later with 2 strips, hoping my pee is not diluted. I realized maybe the first one had been held long enough and then going again 5 min later wasnt the same held pee. But both those strips came out negative. So i wait 2 hours, use 1 strip, BOOM another faint positive. Not as strong as the first at all, but not completely Negative. These test strips dont have the greatest reputation either, but i so so badly want this to be true. My temp is usually crashed on the morning of 10dpo so i guess i can see then. I havent temped in 2 years but did on and off for the first 3 so i am pretty familiar with my averages. I am also hoping its more likely to be true due to my recent hsg/ diagnostic dnc and metformin. Theres no way to know i guess other than keep testing/temping until my dumb period shows once more. Thanks for listening :)