Had to get stitches in my palm tonight 25 weeks pregnant

I had accidentally cut my hand open with a box cutter tonight. I had to get a total of five stitches and a tetanus shot. I am in so much pain. I’m miserable. Here’s pictures of it before and after stitches. It looks like a lightning bolt, and everyone is telling me I’m Harry Potter. My best friend said I’m the boy who lived.😂 I guess at least I can find some humor and the sucky situation. The feeling is coming back and it is throbbing so bad. I’m getting really depressed I’m feeling really really dumb I have major depressive disorder and PTSD and I guess this just got me in my head