This is really hard for me to admit to myself but I think I have become in love with the wrong person for me. When I first met him at work I was instantly attracted to him. He is just my type! We flirted and started dating, I was so excited. I thought I was so lucky to meet him. Early on he let me know he didn’t want kids and it hit me weird. Everyone I’ve been with wanted kids in the future, something they all wanted to do with me. When he told me that, I debated with myself if I would be okay with that. A future where I don’t become a mother. I became convinced I was okay with this because money, the state of the world, being not sure of when it would ever be a good time to have children. So I continued to date him. We really got along well in my studio apartment where he ended up practically living with me. We moved in together only 8 months into our relationship because we would both benefit from moving into a bigger place with the shared income. His dad owns a bunch of properties and he let us stay at a house within our budget. My boyfriend’s dad got me a car because the house would be out of the way of my previous form of transportation, bus and bicycle. But something keeps bothering me about all of this. I get this feeling like I’m becoming isolated from my friends I knew more in town because now I’m a 30 minute drive from them. I don’t know what to do with myself with all the space given to me in the new house. Every time I think deeply about never having kids it makes me feel sad, to think I’d die never knowing child birth or giving a child my unconditional love. I’m so scared I’m not doing the right thing for me in my life right now. I suppose I ask all of you, what should I do? Should I come out with how I might want kids and risk not having someone who fulfills my love in every other way? I know it’ll be difficult to try to move out and it could take me months to find a new place. In the past I do get scared in relationships because I think I want something else and end it. But I also never regret jumping the gun. Have you been in a similar situation ? Please help.