MY HEART HURTS😔 IM EXHAUSTED NEED HELP PLS🙏🏽❤️

Recently married 3 months ago. My husband now has displayed his anger issues he did not display while we were courting. He has since blown up on me he apologizes each time . But I’m so over it! Not only his tantrums but he since we been married his company has not been generating business on top of that his car kept having issues and instead of him getting it looked at the engine just blew so he has been even more under stress. It got so bad yesterday he asked to use my car I pay a 1000 car note and he drives horrible he is very rough on cars not only that I have not had the chance to add him on my insurance so he wanted to take my car I told him I don’t feel comfortable and I know he is my husband but so much is going on with him plus him being so mean to me doesn’t help. He literally blows up bad so bad he takes his ring back I can’t respect a man who does this I understand he under a lot of pressure am I wrong for how I am with my car? I’m exhausted I’m burnt out. It’s so sad! I need some encouragement some insight something to get through the this dark time. One other thing he has told me how his mother is letting his ex wife stay with her which he is not in agreement with but he has no say. My head is spinning I feel like I have been bamboozle!! I just don’t know how to feel.