I’m so fed up ..

I’m 35 weeks & 3 days & im suppose to have a non stress test today .. & this isn’t the first appointment I’ve missed or had to reschedule & I’m getting soo frustrated I’m in my third trimester & I have a toddler the only people that can watch her for my appointments are my mom & her dad & her dad is always “I’m so tired idk if I’ll be able to do this” literally I am almost | | this close to being about ready to have this baby & I have to deal with this type of dumba** person. & my mom can’t do it right now bc she has to work & it isn’t her job too anyways. I’m just really aggravated. I pray that everything is okay with me & that when I do go into labor everything will be okay, praying for safe & smooth delivery to a healthy baby.

Edited : I would like to add that my child only really knows my mom & her dad, so I could get other rides/babysitters but my child wouldn’t want to stay with those family members bc she doesn’t know them bc we aren’t around them.