It’s 3:30 in the morning

abby

My 1 year old won’t get off of me in so overstimulated so tired so touched out. Anytime I move him off of me he screams I thought I finally got him to sleep so I left him in the bed with his dad so I could be alone in the bathroom for 10 mins just 10 fucking minutes. I came back to the room and heard my son awake frustrated I opened the door and hit hun with it to my surprise he was walking around in the room by the door trying to find me. I just wanted to be alone and now I’m back to putting him back to sleep overstimulated out touched and still exhausted while his dad goes back to sleep. Does any mom have any advice. How do I stop being the default parent all the time? How do I get him to get off of me so I can sleep? I literally don’t know what the fuck to do anymore I’ve given him milk teething gel everything I can think of