I have my appointment on Thursday and I’m not sure how to cope with the decision I had to make. I never thought I would be in this position but I knew if it came down to it I would have an abortion if xyz ever happened. As much as I would love to be pregnant and have another child I didn’t expect to fall pregnant this soon after my c section. I have an 8 month old and we are just not financially stable to have another child. Nothing anyone says is going to change my decision but I know I will never be able to speak to anyone close to me about this decision I’ve made except for my partner. I know it shouldn’t be anyone else’s business but I’m afraid of what they’ll think of me if they ever find out.