Husband and I have been trying for 3 years to have a child. I am currently on my first round of letrozole. Doctor has deemed it “unexplained infertility”

The mental and emotional toll this has taken on me is awful. How in the world do you deal with it? My best friend is pregnant, my sister in law is pregnant (by “accident”) 😭 So many days I just sit and cry because I want to be a mother so bad.

Husband said yesterday my step son was so excited and wanted to go see the baby (sister in law pregnant, he doesn’t understand baby won’t be here for a few more months) and that just absolutely broke me. I sobbed all night just wondering if I will ever get to experience his excitement for a baby.

Also, I love my stepson with every fiber of my being but sometimes it is HARD being a step mom and wondering if you will ever have your own bio children😭