Hi there! If you are feeling down because your TTC journey is feeling more like a punishment than anything else. Continue reading …. I want to give you some hope today. I myself have been feeling extremely low after being married with the most wonderful man for 15 years and not being able to grow my family no matter what I do. I’ve tried <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> had 5 surgeries ( I was diagnosed with endometriosis) in the last 2 years and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and life seems to think I need to grow thick skin. I have tried eating all the magical things they say helps, I have prayed endlessly and gotten mad. I have cried each time thinking, wishing and asking myself what I am doing wrong (because of course I will blame myself) but I know there is nothing I can do. Pregnancy is a chance gamble . So here I am with nothing but words to let YOU KNOW, REMIND YOU that this journey may not have the end that we want BUT that doesn’t mean it’s on you. And I know that these words doesn’t take away the physical and emotional pain that is going through your head, your heart. But hopefully it lets you know you are not alone. In my journey I feel so sad seeing pregnancy announcements knowing I won’t have the chance. I cry when I see the cute videos where the babies are scrunched up when they are getting picked up. I feel sadness and failure because I cannot create the life that my body is “supposed to be able to make”. It feels lonely because everyone around me is having no fertility problems so no one truly understands how I feel, and that’s okay. If anything else here is my story, my pain which I share because in looking for support I’ve found none . So here I am to tell you it’s going to be okay 💕I am here for you . I am proud of you, you are beautiful . It’s not your fault.