I know I'm going to contradict myself here because I do feel attracted to men but never would I feel comfortable having sex but also I've not met a real person (none celebrity or book character) that I'm genuinely attracted too. I'm 27 and never had a partner or any form of romantic relationship because I don't develop feelings very easily if at all. I'd love more than anything to have a partner to go through everything with and to be with for the rest of my life but I just don't want it to have to be a sexual relationship, I really wish it could just be platonic. I don't like to be touched that way and struggle to date because of the pressure of it 😔

Does anyone have any advice or does anyone feel the same so I feel less alone or abnormal? I don't know what to do I'm at a stage of my life where I've got a job I love and now want to move to the next phase of my life but I'm not really sure what that is or how to go about finding out as relationships just creep me out so much. I'm suspicious that I might be autistic so I don't know if that might be playing a part but god I'm so stuck 😭

TIA