Never thought this would so hard

I totally never though TTC would be as hard as it is, I haven’t been trying as long as others on here but im still mentally struggling!

I’m only 10 dpo and once I saw the stark white test I just feel like I lost a lot of hope (even though I still have time) I have felt so much more exhausted and tired since ovulation and nauseous for one day, more thirsty, sore boobs (normally pms symptom)

Just trying to stay hopeful but it’s harder each month and each negative test