I just have to get this out….tww/TW

TW: I’m 42 and we’re ttc our first together. My first positive came last month and I was ecstatic! I got confirmation from the doctor only to have a chemical pregnancy five days later. Trying again and the tww is the hardest thing to go through wondering if I’ll ever see those lines again. I feel like crying thinking it’s not going to happen and if it is positive will I worry the same thing will happen. So many things going on in my head. Just had to get that out.