So gross and weird please don't judge

Does anyone else have this problem because I hate it so much !!!!!

I often have sex dreams and they feel very good and very realistic but part way through it turns into a nightmare and I look up and the person pleasuring me is somebody gross, someone I know that is like a really random person (like a coworker or the old lady at the library or something) or like a DOG or a monster with no head or something disturbing like that and I wake up all grossed out and horrified!!! I wanna take a shower immediately it's so disgusting.

Does this happen to anyone else I feel like my brain is broken