I am 8 weeks pregnant, I found out at 4 weeks.

I have a 2 year old and I’m a single mom. The father of this baby I’m on and off with, it’s very complicated.

He is pushing for termination as the only option. Realistically, I can’t be a single mom to 2 kids, financially, emotionally etc.

But I’m so devastated, I love this baby already but I feel termination is my only option. I’ve been in communication with a clinic for the past 3 weeks but I haven’t locked anything in because of how hesitant I am to go through it.

But I feel like it’s my only choice. How do I deal with the guilt? How do I find the strength to go through with it?