I feel trapped.
So the person I’m currently with, I fell pregnant quite quickly into our relationship (currently 15 weeks). At the beginning it was going okay but our communication has really broken down to the point we argue a lot. We seem to differ a lot with our morals and values as well. Recently I have wanted to end this relationship and was at the point I was considering abortion - just because I didn’t want feel stuck in a situation I don’t want to be in, with a person I don’t want to be with and I told him so. Although I’ve said that I’ve been contemplating it, it’s not something I feel I can actually do. I’m too attached to this baby already and I really want to keep him/ her but I feel this is my only way out. When I’ve bought up my feelings about just co-parenting and not living together he’s told me I should just go ahead with the abortion because he wants a family and apparently I don’t. It’s not that I wouldn’t love the family dynamic but I’m just not feeling this relationship anymore. The problem is he lives about two hours away from me so his argument is that he’s not going to be able to see the child that often if we don’t live together. I’m not attracted to him anymore and I’m at a point I do not want him around me. When he comes here for just one night, the next day I can’t wait to have my own space again. I’m honestly hoping it’s just pregnancy hormones making me feel this way and I grow more attached to him over time but I really don’t think it is. Truth be told, I haven’t acted the best towards him and have been quite hostile due to how I feel. But I’ve tried my best to see how it goes but I can’t ignore how I feel anymore. What do I do? Any advice would be greatly appreciated! Sorry for the long rant, I can give more info if needed
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