FTM.. depressed and guilty?

I’m not sure why I’m posting, maybe because I need to hear other people went through this.

As the title states, this is my first pregnancy and first baby. And I’m absolutely miserable.

My emotions are overwhelming, I’m spending most of my days sobbing lately. I know my daughter feels when I’m sad and that breaks my heart. Everyone talks about how pregnancy is so magical and I’ll never have another first experience so I hate that I feel like this!

I feel really alone so maybe hearing others will help this….