Praying for a healthy pregnancy!

Every month I have been frequent on getting my period either on the 11/12th of each month from this I calculate that my cycle is around 31 days total, these last two months glow has calculated my period to be on day 37+, I’ve felt off this month and tested at 6dpo I know I ovulated around 28/29th march, ordered some one step and kept getting some very faint lines no progression decided to pop to my local pharmacy and grab some others and low and behold a lovely light red line, I’m hoping that this pregnancy progresses nicely I currently am doing line progression and seeing a nice progress. But I’m terrified I’ve had in total on my adult life 19 miscarriages some early term some late term.

We will be booking a private scan around 9-10 weeks to see babies heartbeat as I would rather be in a calm environment if the baby is no longer viable than a hospital setting, last time I went for my cvs test and knew the minute I saw the scan the baby had gone and due to covid restrictions I couldn’t have a family member with me I never want to experience that pain, and I feel for everyone that’s been in my shoes, I’ve decided this pregnancy that I won’t be telling people, so this will be my pregnancy outlet. I hope everyone that’s trying for a baby finally gets to see them 2 beautiful lines. Has anyone seen lines early and found out it’s a multiple pregnancy or do you just think it’s a lucky test.