I found out I was unexpectedly pregnant, I have a 9 month old so it was a shock for sure we weren’t trying. Actually we were being very careful. After the initial shock we were excited. However three days later I miscarried. I thought I was okay and overall im pushing through for my baby. But sometimes when I’m alone, I cry and think of the what if’s. The logical side of me knows it’s not my fault but the illogical part of me blames myself for not protecting my baby. I don’t know what I’m looking for with this post but I just feel like someone is sitting on my chest and I can’t breathe.