I need help advice without getting bashed..

I’m a single mother, recently I started having intercourse with my boyfriend. We have used condoms from start to finish and he pulls out too while wearing the condom. I have struggled so much with the fear of getting pregnant that it raises my anxiety, I already have anxiety meds and im still struggling. I had mentioned jt to my therapist back then and we somewhat focused on it. I just get so afraid to still get pregnant regardless of being that careful and im so afraid to mention that to my boyfriend…. I have tried bc and it messes me up so much plus maybe not getting a period while being on bc is gonna make me panic even more. Should I be okay while using condoms and them not breaking nor leaking on us?