PLEASE HELPPPPP😭❤️‍🩹💔

My husband of 5 months has asked for a separation. For 5 months this man emotionally abused me. He is filled with rage anger and resentment. He blames absolutely everything and everyone for his shortcomings. He is a textbook extreme narcissist. He has blown up in one of his angry rages in church and disrespected me in front of people. He lies and exaggerates the truth. So when he ask for the Separation I said to God be the Glory. This man has no loyalty not even to God. He understands I don’t bow to satan and he dislikes me for not letting him control or manipulate me. I have been praying I don’t hate this man I just want him to proceed with his life. He wants the separation but doesn’t want to leave he’s miserable but wants to try and antagonize me everyday. I know many will say you leave then but it is not easy and that is exactly what he wants. To see a person being used in this manner is mind blowing!! I’m praying for strength and wisdom. In this state you have to be separated for a year before a divorce and he is trying to use this as a means of hovering..