We tried for 3 months and I got pregnant for the first time just to miscarry 6 weeks later. Devastated and brought up grief from losing a parent suddenly 9 months prior.

I was so stressed I had appendicitis a month later, got laparoscopic surgery 2 months ago, I’m not afraid to TTC again.

I just turned 36. My cycle is 25 days and I bleed 5 days. I ovulate on time, CD 12/13

People tell me just relax and don’t think about it. I expressed I want to get a small dog and my husband tells me it’s a lot of responsibility and we’re going to have a baby…. But how do I feel this void? A dog would help me with my anxiety of trying again.

What helps you to relax?

For now I’m working out and focusing on my business.