at home abortion. alone :(

kiki • 23. | Georgia State Alumna💙🐾

PSA: keep the judgmental comments to YOURSELF, i do cuss ppl out 😌

this week alone has been crazy for me. i haven’t been feeling like myself lately so i chalked it up to depression; then i noticed my period was 3 days late. after a coworker convinced me to take a test, i found out i was pregnant. all i could do was cry tbh. the state of georgia doesn’t give you a lot of time to think about what your options are (up to 6 weeks/ when the heartbeat is detected). i work at a job where i don’t make a lot of $, still live at home w my parents (ik they’re not gonna support me) plus the dad isn’t that great of a person so i quickly decided to abort. it wasn’t that easy of a decision for me, there were a lot of people who tried to convince me to keep it but i just can’t. i went to planned parenthood yesterday and took the first part of the abortion pill, now i have to finish the abortion at home with another pill. part of me is relieved cause im not ready, another part of me is scared and sad that this is my situation. i just wish i had had more time to think about it, yk? mind you, bd is already showing me im making the right decision (asking me stupid questions like “why are you sad?” “why are you in pain?”) he couldn’t even take me there cause he couldn’t get out of work. has anyone done an at home abortion? i’m going to be all alone for this. wish i had some support 😞

eta: thank you everyone for your support!! i haven’t had a chance to reply to everyone, but i did see your words of encouragement and im soo grateful. i’m still resting from the abortion, a lot of the pain came from yesterday, but i’m feeling a lot better than yesterday. i see i have some downvotes on my post which is fine lol as long as you keep your negative thoughts to yourself.