After a decade of being together, my husband and I have yet to conceive, despite numerous negative tests and countless tears. It has taken an emotional toll on me, and I can't bear it any longer. In 2023, my husband underwent surgery to correct his Varicocele, but still, we have had no success. It is disheartening when friends and family call to share their pregnancies, even going as far as informing me about their plans for abortion. The insensitivity of people asking when we will have a baby or making comments about us being behind is truly hurtful. My husband and I cry about our situation, but sometimes I hesitate to confide in him because he constantly expresses his desire to become a father. I feel like a disappointment every month when I see blood instead of the positive result we long for. I am exhausted and just needed to vent.