Feeling all sorts of things

I apologize but, I'm going to rant. I'm feeling angry, disappointed, and all sorts of things at the moment.

I'm currently 36 weeks and 3 days. My baby is breech and while I understand that as long as the baby comes out healthy and all that I can't help but feel depressed, like I could have prevented this somehow?! Anyway, I already have a c section scar but the doc said they probably won't use that one since it's too low and with a breech baby I might need a vertical cut. 😭😩