The wait…the feeling of dread but silently excited
Honestly I’m going to be 40 in November….my miscarriage in January a day before my wedding anniversary after being married for 4 years was a hard blow and I didn’t know how bad I wanted my “daughter” until feeling the loss of life. I have posted here before about losing my first husband…getting remarried…it hasn’t been a bed of roses and many days felt I should have stayed to myself with my son … but here I find myself feeling symptoms like I did in December last year and silently wishing it has happened again. Things between me n my husband a d his 2 kids is very strained and I can’t help but feel bringing a baby into this mix will not be the smartest decision to make😔
I feel so conflicted…😑 any advice?
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