Feeling lost in my marriage.

Husband and I have been up and down lately. We haven’t even gotten a full week with out an argument. I can tell he’s just not happy.

Just the other night, he said we should split ways. “I need to find myself” but

When I give him space, but he comes trying to love on me acting like he didn’t just tell me we need to split ways… it’s confusing?

We can have a good day. And the next day, he’s back to having an issue about something.

Yesterday we had a good day, but today I still felt just lost. I still didn’t feel happy or complete. .

I feel I’m not myself right now.

I miss our times together where it was just fun.

But 11 years later, bills, being an adult I feel has gotten between us. He isn’t the best partner when it comes to responsibilities.

He always says he would leave and I can have it all (the apartment + everything in it) but he never leaves? So he’s just back and fourth on what he says. It’s draining.

Usually when I cook dinner, he’s complaining about something. So cooking isn’t even fun anymore. He doesn’t look at me like I’m his everything.