I’m so broken.. when will I ever stop crying? I pray for healing and peace for anyone experiencing this type of pain and suffering. My heart physically hurts.. everyone’s world is still spinning, my husband even seems to have no problem moving forward.. but I’m still stuck.. stuck in the shower at 7am on January 29th.. I can still feel my heart break.. I can hear the scream I let out.. it doesn’t feel like this will ever get any easier.. I’m so tired of people telling me I will get my rainbow baby.. I don’t need to hear that right now!! I want my baby back but I have to accept that they are in heaven now 🥹🤍 fly high baby Judah ✨