Anyone else go back and forth on having one more baby? My husband and I have been talking about one last baby. But it seems like it varies by day. One day we're all for it. The next we think we're done having kids. But I still feel like I want to at least try for another. It's been our dream to have this many kids. I don't want to regret not trying or be left wondering "what if". We already lost a pregnancy back in August of last year. So if we do get pregnant again this would be our rainbow. We can handle another baby in terms of finances, house, car etc. We wouldn't need to buy much baby stuff. Sometimes I just go between thinking my kids are too much and I'll get so much judgement and criticism. Other times I wanna say f it and let's go for it and have that other baby. Sometimes I'm torn down the middle and just cry. We both don't know but we don't want to regret anything either. We have friends that are expecting and when I see pictures or announcements, it makes me feel so happy and hopeful. It's just a day by thing and I feel so torn. Anyone else ever felt like this? Did you have that final baby? Or did you decide not to? I'd love to hear input and stories on how you decide. Sitting down at our dinner table for every meal and seeing one empty seat. It really makes me feel some type of way. Like I want to see that seat filled, but I'm not sure if I'm done having babies or not yet. I'd love your stories on how you decided to have one last baby or not. Maybe it will help us decide. We won't be able to try this month but our plan, currently, is to try next month and just see what happens and how we feel. After x amount of time then we're just going to say we're done having kids if I haven't gotten pregnant by then. It's so hard😔