I’m 19, lately a lot of my friends have been saying certain things as if I am ugly, for an example my friends and I were going to eat and I was like ugh at this restaurant they always hit on me and it’s really awkward and my friend was like “ew that’s disgusting if they’d hit on you, they’re perverts you look like a child” Also the guys that hit on me are my age i’m just short and also I’m usually driving so they see me in the window driving the car. I’m not trying to make myself sound attractive because I don’t feel that way right now but even though I’m short I grew a lot of “womanly” features early, I am skinny but I have a bit of curves and big ish boobs and I’ve always gotten guys but now I’m confused because EVERYBODY lately has been really mean to me about how I look and every night for the past couple weeks I just feel like crying and I don’t want to look in the mirror. I’ve talked to my boyfriend about it and he just says “all of your friends that have said that aren’t very attractive and I know you love them and I care for them too and would never think like this until they made you feel like that, and I think it’s just jealousy” but it doesn’t feel like jealousy it just feels like I’m ugly. I went out with my other friend the other day and saw someone she knew and she came up to us saying hi, well apparently a few days later she told my friends mom how my friend looked so beautiful and I just looked like a little brown boy. I’ve also hung out with other friends and one would tell me how I’m so pretty and my body is nice and my boobs are big and my other friend was like “they’re not that big and she’s not that pretty” I don’t get what I’m doing wrong, I always thought I was pretty attractive but I never put that in anyone’s face i just had some confidence within myself until now and i just feel bad about myself. My height is normal for my race as I’m Asian and all my relatives on my Asian side are very little but I just feel like shit.