Infertility Sucks

I’m trying not to get my hopes up too much! Been trying to conceive now for 17 months total. For the last 6 months I’ve been taking fertility medication, the last two I’ve been on a hybrid schedule of both clomid and letrozole

This is the first month I’ve had good sized follicles! One on each side! One was 18mm and the other was 20mm! Today I got my progesterone drawn to confirm ovulation. I’m CD 20, 5dpo according to OPK’s and my progesterone is the highest it’s ever been at 25 ng/mL!! Last month it was 16.7 which was my highest!

Trying to feel cautiously optimistic. I want this so bad but I am terrified this will be another failed cycle. Infertility feels like I’m stuck in cement while seeing everyone else pass me by and it’s just a constant cycle of doing everything right, timing intercourse with positive OPK’s, and then the torturous TWW that results in another negative test. I am trying not to get discouraged but it’s becoming so taxing. These results make me excited and optimistic but I’m just worried I’m getting my hopes up for nothing. INFERTILITY SUCKS