I made a lil cal reminder for my, now, cloud baby.

I just got comfortable with the idea of having an unexpected baby this morning after I checked the second pregnancy test and it came back super faint but there. Then about 3 hours later at 8:00 a.m. them l this morning... I lost... I lost her (I felt like she was a baby girl..). I feel terrible for spending the last two weeks nervous and unsure, not knowing the time was short and sweet.

This is baby #2, I lost this way. I feel broken.

Now my body is miscarrying

and everything hurts, I took hydrocodone and acetaminophen, but I'm still feeling the pain. I'm trying to sleep, but it's proving impossible. Idk how I'm supposed to go to work tomorrow, honestly.