Ttc- Am I getting delisuonal?? lol 🥹🙏

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So one of my co workers and her gf were telling me how they were stressing out trying to get the deposit together for an apartment they are needing to get into asap and how they went to eat at a buffet and the fortune cookie she picked said something along the lines of trust God in his plans for you or blessings coming your way. Which gave her chills and then she went to a store and saw a hand written sticky note randomly placed with the same verse about trusting in God that she has tattooed on her. They got the call almost immediately after for acceptance at a little lower rate. That gave me chills.

So I have been Ttc with pcos on medicated cycles for almost 7 years now. No luck. My fiance and I decided to just give up a couple months ago and maybe it will just “come” to us on its own. He wanted to get Chinese buffet tonight so I agreed. And the top fortune was in my wrapper but outside of the cookie it so I was kinda bummed cause I was thinking about my friends story kinda hoping for something good, maybe a little glimmer of hope…then I cracked it to eat it and I found a second one inside the cookie. And I kinda feel like maybe that could be a sign??? Bc the only thing I’ve ever “dreamed” of in life is to be a mother. Don’t really have a dream job or life just want to be a mom. And I just got a new job also. So I told my fiance “wowwww what if this is trying to say don’t overspend since I’ll be making double the money I used to for a baby bc babies are expensive to raise?!?” And he just looked at me like I was crazy, lol.

Sorry for the long story I’m not eveb sure anyone will take the time to read it all. But what would you think personally or has anyone with infertility had “signs” from God before conceiving?! Would love to hear stories!🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️