I’m I going crazy ?!

Kaylah

I am 18 days late I had one negative pregnancy test and one vvvfl. I have sore breast that do leak nausea and a reoccurring headache but no definitive results. Can’t get into my ob until next Friday I’m going crazy 3 3 and under wasn’t the plan and I’m freaking out because our youngest is medically fragile and only a year old ugh how do I keep myself from going crazy ?!