So I just need to vent,

I am 34 weeks and four days pregnant. I am so tired all the time hormonal Moody my body hurts and the baby just doesn’t feel like she has enough room in there. I had to switch doctors last minute so now I’m with my specialist full-time instead of the OB/GYN I had before.  The OB/GYN I have before had diagnosed me with preeclampsia, but now my specialist says that I don’t have preeclampsia, but because of me having blood clots in my lungs and being on blood thinners, they want to induce me, but they still have to give me a date I have two older kids at home already, so I have been hounding them about a date For the induction just so I can have everything set up with my kids and my home. I don’t have a lot of help around me so I have to plan early and I don’t feel like these doctors are hearing me when I say this to them. Seriously been considering taking matters into my own hands and trying to make myself go into labor without them because I am also in school full-time and I have about a week and a half break in between classes which would be the perfect time for them to induce me and it’s when they said they would induce me, but then they change the date again and push it back a week, and that would be when I start a new term in school…. I’m just beyond frustrated and so ready to have her.  thanks for letting me vent. I don’t really have a lot of friends..