My husband is receiving therapy from trauma he experienced in the military on his deployment. He watched 3 of his friends die. He experienced a traumatic sexual assault and was discharged from the military because he got a severe head energy that has caused him to develop epilepsy. So he's experienced a lot. The VA has not been helpful at all. We found my husband a therapist through better help because we saw good thing about it online. His therapist keeps cancelling on him last minute. Last night while I was at work he reached out to his therapist because he was depressed. She replied sorry about that and he said "No. Like I want to kill myself." She replied "OK". He luckily reached out to his brother because he started to self harm and wanted to go deeper to take his life. But he spoke to his brother. She just seems to suck and I'm so worried about my husband. He's not improving at all