I’m missing the relationship with my ex like crazy! I’m just obsessing over us and the relationship. We broke up over a month ago and he moved back to a different state where his family is at and didn’t tell me at all after that . I had to find out through his gym membership .he went no contact for a month Recently he finally answered my call (which I wasn’t expecting) and said “ you can move on if you want”

That alone broke me . There has been times where we have broken up or taken breaks but never have we moved on .

I asked him if he had moved on and he gave me an excuse to end the convo and left me hanging.

The relationship with pretty toxic I know that but I’m also mourning the idea of us being a family . We have a 6 month old son together. And every moment I share with my son I wish his father would be with us. I hate that I miss him / still love him and I hate that have hope for this .

I just want to feel at peace again and I know that takes letting go but I don’t know how.