Hi I’m Dani I’m probably gonna go on a rant but here’s some background

I’m 20 my husband is 23 we been together off and on due to him moving around lot due to his family in the military late last year we moved into our own place we eloped just couple months later then my birth control fell out we don’t know what happened I went in for a check up and to cut the strings and it wasn’t in there but there was a sac but no baby I found out I was pregnant and there was actually not baby inside (blighted ovum ) we don’t know how far along I was they gave me the best idea of when the due date would have been and it took weeks but we did find out it was a girl after passing the body

which turns out it was the baby was a girl I got a estimated due date and I got a memorial tattoo for her and today is the she was supposed to be born I know she could have came earlier or later but she didn’t come at all today still matters a lot today but my husband brother is going to the Middle East for active duty for over a year tomorrow and he wants us all to hang out but I kinda just wanna sit at home and just be with my husband but I was supposed to start my period yesterday iv been wearing pads and making it look like I started my period I had asked him for 5$ for some test and he didn’t ask for what which I glad I just don’t want him to get his hopes up as we had been trying to get pregnant again since February Id take ovulation strips didn’t get pregnant but this month I didn’t do anything we just went with the flow and now I’m late should I wait a couple more days to test and then tell him I have no pregnancy or period symptoms what so ever