Closing a chapter

My June baby is our last planned baby and its sad to think about closing this chapter in my life. This was my hardest pregnancy and labor (induction) was rough but I’m already missing being pregnant. Mainly because I know that I wont ever get to do it again unless my husband’s vasectomy magically reverses on its own 🤣 I have never missed being pregnant this early (7w pp) before but I always knew the potential was there until now.

Was this anyone else’s last planned baby? How are you feeling? Am I crazy for feeling like im losing something? Doesnt help that this baby is growing so darn fast!