I’m a catfish i feel

This thing has been bothering me for so long now and clearly it has very much ruined my dating life. I’ve gained weight in the recent months but it doesn’t really show in photos. I don’t even use those body editing apps or anything but i just know my angles and look not that fat and normal in pictures.

But ik i look fat asf in real. Pictures that others take of mine say it all.

but then my hinge or bumble guys, i mean obv they don’t say it that haww you’re fat irl but i can tell by their expressions that they’re disappointed. this has happened twice or thrice but now im so scared of going out on dates. ive never been this anti social in general. i keep trying to find bad angle pictures of me to put on these apps but still they don’t do justice to my fat body irl.

this sounds so dumb but UGHH