C section tomorrow morning without my late husband 😔

Anne • 🤰🏼Expecting #3 in late august! Mommy with an autoimmune disease to my toddler girl Ivy 🧸💕 and Baby Jackie born feb 23’. Wife to an amazing husband. In grad school 👩‍🎓

I am so emotional, my husband died two months ago and I have to go in there with my mom (whom I love so much and am so grateful I have so much support) and have our 3rd baby. I miss him so much and I can’t stop looking at be pictures from when we had our last baby girl 16 months ago, he was so excited and there are so many pics of us holding hands 🤝 I love him I miss him, I’m scared and sad but also excited to meet baby girl Cali.

Prayers are appropriated ❤️💔