I cant believe i'm writing this. I miscarried 4 years ago and since then we haven't had any luck. Im 37 now and hopefully going to have our rainbow. I dont know how I feel. I am afraid to be excited, I am afraid to even tell my husband. The heartbreak of our miscarriage stays with me and haunts me. My cycles have been wildly erratic for the last couple of years so i didnt even think it would happen. Ive had symptoms for the past week, strange cramping etc this is a cheapy test i picked up today as a "just in case". Im not 100% confident with the brand so I will pick up a FRER to just be sure. I dont know how I feel of course it is everything we ever wanted but I am just so afraid.