Help🥺

Hi guys. Idk where to start. I always had ovarian cysts and they were so bad sometimes I could barely walk. I got on birth control and they went away. I had to get off due to health related issues and they’re back. They hurt when I stand, sit, walk, get up from sitting, go to sit, run, etc. I had an ultrasound done and an internal one also, and it hurt. It pisses me off because the NP ordered the ultrasound 1 week before my period so the results could’ve been normal, so now I have to wait 2 weeks to do it again (it’s been 1/ the 2 weeks). I do get this sharp but faint pain down there but it’s a weirdly deep pain almost like it’s in my bone/ pelvis or something? Idk I’m just really scared. I’ve been having pain when I get aroused or even when I try to have sex. I just wanted my sex life back and I tried it last night and it kinda hurt. Guys I’m really scared and I’m wondering if anyone else dealt with an issue like this or similar or if anyone has any advice..

The first pic was from the external. I couldn’t get any of the internal.